The World Became Flesh and Dwelt

Do you remember that moments when you lay on the bed at nights ? Are they come out at nights ? Am i right? This is what i am talking about that.. You cannot do anything get rid of that of your mind. They will remain to come again, you can not be obstacle for that. Lets go into particulars of this situation. I'm really getting tired of this thoughts but i need to persist go through deeper and deeper... The first question is how to deal with that feeling ? There is something that we always overlooks before that. Lets go over through them. First of all, our thinking is shaped by dualism. 
Entrance-exit, 
black-white, 
good-evil. 
Darkness comes with lack of light. Everything appears as opposite pairs. This is like that when the evil is over, there will be nothing valuable thing about goodness. This is which we do not understand the good things is not going to be exist without bad things. By the way i am not adviser or something like that. But there is i know exactly something that is everyone have some problem now or once upon a time in past. Maybe they were get through with that problems or that was too much to overcome. That is why we are here and the same time read this writing. The time is shifting quickly over day by day. Meanwhile, we could not become to be aware actually what we need to do. Ironically, our dreams is not ocurring properly. We are feeling weird, like a gap between nonfiction worlds. This world is becoming flesh and dwelt among us. And devote himself to elect all of us entirely. And then ocurred stages and features between humanity. We looked for where is must be hiding the happiness. But if we look at the objective perspective to this subject his mercies never come to an end. Actually we did this consciously and known as what is the end of this. But we are not know about what we have to the rest of our lifes. We always wants be a popular, successful or happiness.. But i need to ask to you and to myself as well what we are doing to reach our dreams which is become  true ? Oh, this speech is going to inspirational. I did not meant that is must be like this, i just want to explain how is the apathy generate a perception of totally derived unbearable world. I know a lot of things have changed in this century, I know, first of all people's emotions, everyone has become depressed. This concept is help to us how is like compare between religion and unexpectable behave person.
      And you want to lead a modest life, just read then. İf you want to make a difference in your life read the last part properly...

It Fails to Excite

This world is not going to smile at your face all the time. There is a lot of bad things  including even if that you are lucky one. The main meaning of this sentence something is in your mind  must to serving a purpose. It's quite simply that if you do something true,you will be a good man even though nobody think that same like you. Always  you must something to do right and you must getting your dream true in whole life because they are expecting so much things from you. Could you able to do that ? Your main purpose is ocurring properly ? I dont think so as everyone. And there is a good notion of this questions..
     
              DELETİON         ; when you make that decision for something, there is always that moment of hesitation. You must elect something for that esspecially the useless and unnecessary things. If you would not do that your mind cannot overcome any trouble as if complicate events opposite to a weak man like a desperately. Then appears a few moment tending delete something. The most people consider what they have got in their hand and they acting like a forever they will keep that things. That thing in your hand if burned your hand you cannot keep this a little bit more time. This is the common mistakes of peoples ,they cannot abandon their precious but harmful things like an addicted. In fact , they are also devote themselves although having a lot of logical option. I want to talk about myself in this subject.. I am a moody person, also i dont get any hesitation of my choices. Emotionality also remarkable charestrictic of me.
   Give me some reason for getting happiness for me.. We learn that delete of our harmful things what we have besides we launch our process to generate our new emotions in the pivotal point. Also the most valuable feature of our life is getting strange aspect in worthless life. Like a pretending not be alone or not upset.. 
  On the other hand it seems like the world is so complicated but after you go through it and look back, you will see that it was nothing.Just you need some self confidence and just do what you want to do. We used to talking about happiness. This is the main feature that i know something about it besides i am incompetent with that. We could surpass some obstacles before we cought the happiness. But before taking about obstacles i wonder what goes through your mind when someone mentions happiness to you ..
  First of all thing that your future about carrier 
  No no no that must be your family if you had some problem about health because when someone get cought bad illness - of course i hope nobody get that- their first source of happiness either their  family or themselfs.
  Maybe if you are too stupid to search for happiness in a girl , it was just girl like me, i get over this situation once upon a time , i thought its just a happiness i found out that was just a reflection of the delusion. 
  If you were lose something for lack of money the most valuable thing in your life is money and this is indicate your happiness.
 As i always said, if you get any dream for happiness, you must think about that when before you do something and decide for any offer.Then all of them going to be true for you therefore just be reliable firstly yourself. 
         Please say something about happiness to me, a kind word, sincerity, fresh air, clean water, a garden, kisses, books to read, sheltering arms, a cozy bed, and to love and be loved in return. They are looking too peaceful right ? It is even nice to imagine .. 

     EXPECTANCY is opposite to happiness, dont get any expectation about something because when you get that feeling you will always lose even if you dont lose something, this is gonna affect your feeling that you always must be better than now but  consider this dont understand that you must constrain yourself to reach your dreams. Just do what you can do best but this is not gonna always perfect. 

   Dont look your around like a stupid , come over here ,feel life. Touch the sun, immerse in the sea. Feel this, becuse this is the happiness , dont waste your precious time for overthinking some problems. Overthinking is the biggest cause of unhappiness.. Dont look their lifes, all of them pretending to not feel alone and they are pretending their lifes also enjoyable than everyone as well.

The Paradox of Unexpected Things in Your Mind

    When our brains expose to an unknown situation they will working like a different instinct. This situation is gonna be impact our coordinator centric to an acting strange like a giving a decide from different point. Every points actually in our mind. How it will be possible i dont know but we could not always doing right things in these situation especially me. Because all of the sudden thing affect out attitudes like a never gonna be a good things happen again.
     We should get any fresh perspectives for coming up sudden love or danger. These events maybe occurs our futures easily.Our wings must be same as everyone elses. Our dreams can be same like that but always our ways must be getting different path  carry on regardless becoming a person who the same like a normal person with no vision or function.
All people can be mistake on someting even if that person the most smartest person in whole world. The most important point is it doesnt matter who you are, you must just get your vision and accord your way to the happiness for your future.
  We are trying to get out of our mind that our lack of sense just for getting some reasons to distraction from our reality. All humans have a mind, have a heart and attitude to some reasons and conclusions. I need to explain that things more simple way, like a tryin on my mind and individual manners. There we go talking like 'me' form; my mind not working like a simple-general persons, i have to always feed it with a positive thought .Because my mind stuck at some obscure things.That is so crucial obstacle for me about interpret someting my feelings. I'm not a stabil person about my feeling or manners , i know its so neve racking situation for everyone, my mind is not give me any permisson for acting like a free and independent person. I'm like a obsessive , when i get a decision for something and then my thought is swifting so easily and generate another opportunity. This strange thing affect my relation of girlfriend.It's so weird i think you dont care about it.İts completely ridiculous that a small amount anxiety like my problem about mind is benefical than you think and it will help you better perform a task someting and getting decision on someting about relation.
     And now turn off the light, just think what is your capable of surpass your obligation.Because i cant do that, i feel alone always even though there is a lot of friend standing with me to the whole world. This desperate feels coming through in case of the worst scenario. Like a increasing sacriface events happens just in your worse days over and over again. But nobody knows that when it will be happen and where it will be appearing in your mind. All of them occurs in your inside, and just you want a being alone in that scenario, and this is gonna be increase again day by day even if never gonna be end. And these consequances make you a feel alone person who always be in his old times. That person cant see his future completely, now that person just living in this past and be alone.These situations particularly about psychological  and it not be a impassable. Just be yourself and teach your mind that you have to be a good person in your whole life.