The World Became Flesh and Dwelt

Do you remember that moments when you lay on the bed at nights ? Are they come out at nights ? Am i right? This is what i am talking about that.. You cannot do anything get rid of that of your mind. They will remain to come again, you can not be obstacle for that. Lets go into particulars of this situation. I'm really getting tired of this thoughts but i need to persist go through deeper and deeper... The first question is how to deal with that feeling ? There is something that we always overlooks before that. Lets go over through them. First of all, our thinking is shaped by dualism. 
Entrance-exit, 
black-white, 
good-evil. 
Darkness comes with lack of light. Everything appears as opposite pairs. This is like that when the evil is over, there will be nothing valuable thing about goodness. This is which we do not understand the good things is not going to be exist without bad things. By the way i am not adviser or something like that. But there is i know exactly something that is everyone have some problem now or once upon a time in past. Maybe they were get through with that problems or that was too much to overcome. That is why we are here and the same time read this writing. The time is shifting quickly over day by day. Meanwhile, we could not become to be aware actually what we need to do. Ironically, our dreams is not ocurring properly. We are feeling weird, like a gap between nonfiction worlds. This world is becoming flesh and dwelt among us. And devote himself to elect all of us entirely. And then ocurred stages and features between humanity. We looked for where is must be hiding the happiness. But if we look at the objective perspective to this subject his mercies never come to an end. Actually we did this consciously and known as what is the end of this. But we are not know about what we have to the rest of our lifes. We always wants be a popular, successful or happiness.. But i need to ask to you and to myself as well what we are doing to reach our dreams which is become  true ? Oh, this speech is going to inspirational. I did not meant that is must be like this, i just want to explain how is the apathy generate a perception of totally derived unbearable world. I know a lot of things have changed in this century, I know, first of all people's emotions, everyone has become depressed. This concept is help to us how is like compare between religion and unexpectable behave person.
      And you want to lead a modest life, just read then. İf you want to make a difference in your life read the last part properly...